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exam ah exam... still having finals now... 2 more papers to go... 2 more days to go... aikz... should be no A for this time... hoping for pass then already very happy... this few days kinda emo... donno wat happen to my self... mayb just becoz of the STRESS.... dun care la...

it was so supprise that i was actually dreaming of u yday night... haha... funny right? it was just so weird... i thought our story had been over for how long d... but y m i still dreaming about u? some more... i dream that we are having our wedding party... and we actually have a baby??? wth??? okok...well well... it was just a dream i know... but y issit u?? it suppose shouldnt be u.........

i wonder wat m i thinking now... i was so confusing on wat actually wan... sometimes... i might just feel like giving up... but everytime i talk with u... i changed my mind again.... which one i wan?? i donno... who can help me?? no one i guess... coz i also donno wat i wan... who else can help me?? now... i feeling wanna have a stable relationship... if not... i rather dun involve in any of it... but... u... r the one who cant give me a stable relationship... the person i wan cant give it to me... the person not to say i dowan la... but... is over de... can give it to me.... confuse confuse... i think i better get back to study now... if i keep thinking all this thing... i will fail my exam la!! that time... i have to kill my self d... ish... so... tata for the time begin... will be back soon.... i mean... soon la... lol...