I3aoI3ao's World

~stress.....~

2008-12-11T22:09:00.002+08:00

exam ah exam... still having finals now... 2 more papers to go... 2 more days to go... aikz... should be no A for this time... hoping for pass then already very happy... this few days kinda emo... donno wat happen to my self... mayb just becoz of the STRESS.... dun care la...

it was so supprise that i was actually dreaming of u yday night... haha... funny right? it was just so weird... i thought our story had been over for how long d... but y m i still dreaming about u? some more... i dream that we are having our wedding party... and we actually have a baby??? wth??? okok...well well... it was just a dream i know... but y issit u?? it suppose shouldnt be u.........

i wonder wat m i thinking now... i was so confusing on wat actually wan... sometimes... i might just feel like giving up... but everytime i talk with u... i changed my mind again.... which one i wan?? i donno... who can help me?? no one i guess... coz i also donno wat i wan... who else can help me?? now... i feeling wanna have a stable relationship... if not... i rather dun involve in any of it... but... u... r the one who cant give me a stable relationship... the person i wan cant give it to me... the person not to say i dowan la... but... is over de... can give it to me.... confuse confuse... i think i better get back to study now... if i keep thinking all this thing... i will fail my exam la!! that time... i have to kill my self d... ish... so... tata for the time begin... will be back soon.... i mean... soon la... lol...

~我的快乐。。。会回来的。。。~

2008-11-23T16:55:00.003+08:00

it has been a long time that i didnt update my blog d.. wat to do... lazy piggy ma.... ish... time passes so fast... 2 more weeks to go for final... then break for 2 and the half weeks... then 3rd sem d... phew... 2008~~ going to over soon... when i recall back... 2008... in this year... a lot of thing happen to me... first time doing lots of thing... such as assignment la... college life la... this and that... happy.. sad... hurt... all also got... ish...

there's something i wanna tell someone...

to the someone,
i donno wat happen to me... wherever i go to those places that had our memories... i think about u... i mean... think about last time and now... i also think that wat will happen if there are nothing happen in this year... both of us will be still the loving couple as last time? i donno... haha... 或许我是在怀念过去吧。。。let it be ba... its over.. doesnt it?

你看到了吗？或许你一辈子也不会知道。。。

okok... back to the now now now... i realise this few weeks... i keep on meeting back my primary and secondary school's friend la... kinda happy and excited... but kinda scare also... scare i might be left out or wat-so-ever... but still... i m happy!!!

我的快乐，会回来的。。。我期待着。。。

如果有一天我不再烦你...

2008-10-09T00:20:00.003+08:00

如果有一天，你拨我的电话号码，语音告诉你我已经停机。答应我不可以难过，不可以失落；不可以想我，更加不要记得有这样一个我。如果有一天，你的手机不再频繁的响起，请不要等待，不要期盼，更加不要想找到我，只有看到这样的一个你，我才可以放心的离开。
　　
　　如果有一天，你的耳边不再有人说烦人，讨厌。不再有人固执的说自己永远是正确的，不再有人粗鲁的对你发脾气。不再有人和你讨价还价的想多讲几分钟电话，不再有人在挂电话之前吵着要你亲亲和抱抱。这样的一个我消失了，你会难过吗？
　　
　　如果有一天，你的短信收件箱里，不再有人可怜兮兮的说距离你回家还有几分几秒，不再有人恶狠狠的说再不和我说话我就揍你拉，不再有人撒娇的说你讨厌说你坏，不再有人在做错事情之后悔恨不已的责备自己不对。不再有人胡言乱语，不再有人长嘘短叹，不再有人时而温顺的对你言听计从，又突然大呼小喝的对你乱发脾气。你失去了这样的一个我，会失落吗？
　　
　　到了那样的一天，我还是希望你有一点点的难过，一点点的失落，一点点的想我，只要有一点点关于我的记忆就好，真的只要一点点就好。
　　
　　如果有一天，你打开电脑，我的头像变成了永远的灰色，不要说我不守承诺，是我感觉到累了，倦了，也真的受伤了。
　　
　　如果有一天，你的生活中没有了我，请记住我对你的好，我的任性，固执；我的宽容，关怀。我毫不着边际的孩子话，我的疯话，傻话，伤心时候流着泪，无奈时候叹着气说过的话。可是你要记得，我们虽然在地球的不同角落，但是我们头上顶着同一片蓝天，脚下踏着同一片绿草地，呼吸着一样的空气，或许这里能找到你的味道。
　　
　　如果有一天，你的记忆中没有了我，不要忘记我们在一起的每一分每一秒，不要忘记我喜欢什么，讨厌什么，觉得什么是幸福，什么是痛苦。而我无论如何都不会忘记任何一个关于你记忆的片断，你习惯什么，反感什么。觉得什么是快乐，什么是悲伤。感情世界里，没有公平两个字，我不会计较这些，我们在一起的那两个月,会是我这辈子里最美丽的回忆。我还要你记得答应过我什么，许诺过我什么，可是我不好，不乖，不守承诺，我没有等到你彻底忘记了，重新幸福起来的时候就离开了；没有陪你走到痛苦结束的时候，没有等你真正快乐起来的时候，就逃开了。
　　
　　如果有一天，你的生命中不再有我，一定不可以记得我的存在，我的痕迹，因为我害怕你会失落，会难过，会想我，这一切不是因为你喜欢我，爱我，而是习惯了我每天的电话，每天的留言，我的胡搅蛮缠，我对你的依赖。当一个人的生命中习惯了另一个人存在的时候，即使没有喜欢和爱，他依旧会感到失落，会有点难过，会想他，虽然我是一个喜欢嫉妒，脾气很大，霸道，更加不能容忍我喜欢的人爱着别人的人。但是我依然希望你过的比我好，希望看到你幸福的过着每一天。
　　
　　如果有一天你的前世和今生都不再有我，当原本就不太坚强的我面对这一刻的时候，我不清楚我会怎么样？而你依旧是你，你会看到我躲在角落里的苦恼懊悔吗？会感觉到我无时无刻不陪伴在你的身边吗？尽管你叹气的时候我不会再去安慰你，难过的时候不会再陪你一起难过，心碎的时候不会再去陪你一起心碎，曾经我做的这一切，你都未曾察觉到，未曾看到，你的记忆，你的生命，你的世界不再有我的时候，我更加清楚的这样的时候，你不会有一点点的难过，一点点的失落，一点点的想我，一点点的关于我的任何记忆。
　　
　　当这一天到来的时候，是我真的绝望，真的心碎，真的疲倦了。因为有太多太多的时候，我都是装，虽然我总是装作无所谓，可是我真的不在乎吗？而你呢？会在乎我的一切吗？可是我会很自责，会恨我自己，因为我做了一个不守承诺的人。我答应过你任何时候都不会离开你。你对我说过，你不知道如果有一天我离开你了，你会怎么样？我懂，其实都是我不好，我不该让你生活中，生命里，有我的存在，我该做一个默默守候你的爱人，默默承担一切，偷偷等你，想你的人。可是我把一切一切都表现了出来，你知道了，清楚了，了解了，最终感动了，可是我却离开了。
　　
　　今天陌生的，是昨天熟悉的……

i saw this on a forum... found that it was quite meaningful and kinda same as us... my tears dropped down when i finished reading it... wat about u? wat if this really happen to us? will u still keep our promise??

累了。。。真的累了。。。。

2008-09-21T01:06:00.002+08:00

心情，身体和精神最近都很不好。。。太多事情发生了。。。发生的让我开始不知道要如何解决和面对。。。但所有的一切总是强迫着我去面对和接受事实。。。

已经不知道过了多少没有你的夜晚。。。是我自己不愿去算。。。不愿告诉自己真的已失去你。。。不愿意面对失去你的事实。。。我一直以为我能够很坚强的做的到。。。但真的好难。。。白天。。。至少我能让我自己忙。。。忙的把你给忘记。。。不让自己有时间静下来想起你。。。但到了夜晚。。。忙完了。。。自己一个人的时候。。。所有一切一切都浮现在我脑海里。。。不管有多累。。。我都睡不着。。。我让自己沉醉于电视剧。。。每天都追到早上天亮了。。。就是还睡不到。。。最后。。。是哭累。。。累的睡着了。。。

望着你的msn。。。你的照片。。。我们的照片。。。所有美好开心的回忆。。。一一的出现了。。。可这更加让我感觉到。。。失去你的痛苦。。。我真的好害怕看到，想到，有一天。。。你会对着别的女生用曾经对我的温柔，溺爱，疼爱，所有的好去对待她。。。我接受不了。。。

我累了。。。我真的不想再撑了。。。我不想再装坚强了。。。但我又能怎样？表现出脆弱的我。。。只会让你说我在装可怜。。。我根本不想装坚强，装伟大，装做一副毫不在乎。。。我想告诉你。。。我在乎！！！我一点也不坚强。。。我需要一个可以让我休息，依靠的人。。。而那就是你。。。但你不可能了。。。

累了。。。真的累了。。。。

~i love my family...~

2008-09-07T23:07:00.003+08:00

let's welcome back this little lazy piggy here... i know i know... i know i didnt update quite long d... but ppl lazy ma... so now since got nothing to do... so i come here and write something lo...

new sem start d... everything seems like changed a lot... the feeling towards college... the environment... the class... everything... is just changed...

have been suffering from kinda lots of problem... at last... i finally choose to tell all to my dad... and i was so suprise that he didnt scold me... instead of scolding... he talked to me... he just make me feel so warm... dad... i really love u...

and now... i think all the problems have finally just settle down... i really hope is all already settle down... not temporary... coz... i dowan to have the feeling again...

thanks for my family supporting me all the way... and of course some of my friend... i appreciate it... i really do...

p/s: i already got a sony vaio... yapz... is a pearl white one... at first i didnt wan to get it... but since my bro say ok.... so my dad just get it for both of us... no no... should be 3 of us... coz my mum addicted to the game inside... swt... thanks daddy!!

~life...?~

2008-08-15T21:04:00.003+08:00

final exam is over... first sem in CBF is over too... kinda start missing those busy days d... today woke up... feel that my life suddenly is so dull... nothing to do... watch drama for the whole day... damn boring... have to go and find something to learn or to do d... feel like going back to dancing but... dun have the semangat d la... feel like going for yoga... but dowan be alone la... anyone wanna join me? i wanna learn flute... but no money to get a flute... anyone can tell me where to get a cheaper flute than yamaha? and where to go for flute class is better? any suggestion?

suddenly feel that time really passes very fast... 3 months then over d... everyday go to class... talk talk... play play... this and that... one day over d... hope that the second sem all can be in the same class again lo...

back to this thursday... after my last paper... i went to one-u with my family... my dad took a leave... some more becoz of my house got no electricity... so we went out early the morning... then got 3 perfume... one for mum and two for me... haha... anyone like perfume? i m kinda addicted to gucci envy me d... omg... i just love that... but also... i still love my miss dior cherie...

2 to 3 weeks holiday... not that long... but is not short too... donno where to go... but might be going to lagoon on 26th... still under planning... donno yet... well well... really gonna get my self to do something d... cannot everyday also eat sleep and play... like pig only...

there is still problems between me and u... just that r we trying to ignore it or wat? both of us like pretending nothing happen... problems still need to be solved... but still...

p/s: sorry that i kinda long time didnt update my blog... thanks to my lazy bub... i will try to update as more as i could... if i m not lazy to do so... muahahaha....

pp/s: i wanna get myself a laptop... i donno how to choose a laptop... well i know i m lame... i donno all the spec or wat... i just wan a laptop... A WHITE one... i mean... a PEARL WHITE one... any suggestion??

~失恋无罪~

2008-07-13T18:24:00.003+08:00

你说我对你紧紧跟随你觉得疲惫
你一句话就逼我撤退
没想到你说最近选择一个人睡
我忍住眼泪我尊重眼泪
孤独万岁失恋无罪
谁保证一觉醒来有人陪
我对於人性早有预备
还不算太黑
独身万岁失恋无罪
爱不够爱你的人才受罪
用过去悲伤换来自由
难道不珍贵
一个人崩溃不是在犯罪

你说我对你紧紧跟随你觉得疲惫
你一句话就逼我撤退
没想到你说最近选择一个人睡
我忍住眼泪我尊重眼泪
孤独万岁失恋无罪
谁保证一觉醒来有人陪
我对於人性早有预备还不算太黑
独身万岁失恋无罪
爱不够爱你的人才受罪
用过去悲伤换来自由难道不珍贵
一个人崩溃不是在犯罪
一个人崩溃并不是在犯罪
孤独万岁失恋无罪
谁保证一觉醒来有人陪我
对於人性早有预备还不算太黑
独身万岁失恋无罪
爱不够爱你的人才受罪
用过去悲伤换来自由
难道不珍贵
一个人崩溃并不是在犯罪
一个人崩溃并不是在犯罪

~oMg!!~

2008-06-12T21:20:00.005+08:00

hmm... was kinda unlucky this feel day... lots of thing happened.... but then... the most unlucky day was yesterday... ish... well well... first i woke up kinda late and rushed to college... then all the thing was going very smoothly... UNTIL... until 12 that time... wanna go for maths class for my test... something oMg happened.... guess wat? i fell down!!! IN FRONT OF THE INTI COLLEGE... the main entrance some more!!! some more that time got a lot of people walking around coz i think its a break time... omg.... omg... even the guard also laughed at me... so bad hor... ya ya... a lot of people saw how i fell down... was so embarrassing... omg... cant believe it wei... luckily got my darling to pull me up and go for class d...

at first i feel nothing at all... no pain... but until i reach my classroom... when my darling started to ask me... " eh darling ah... u got injured anot? got hurt anywhere?" then only i feel like something on my knee.... like kinda pain... then we went to the toilet... and i saw my knee was injured... i mean both also injured... pain la... ish ish... then i quickly use the toilet paper and wet it... then try to clean the injured part... OMGosh!!! it's damn painful!! it looks like just a small case... but then... really painful!!!

so we went back to the class... and take our test... omg... i cant believe this... my leg still continue paining and of course got a bit bit of blood la... then when the air-con was on... i can feel my leg is become more painful... then i cant really concentrate on my test lo... then fast fast finish my test then go for break with my darling...

today when i woke up... my leg was like... muscle cramp? both of my leg were so bloody painful... especially when i walk on the stairs... either going up or going down... my leg was like going to die soon... some more... was suffering from stomachache due to gal's business...

y this few day i keep on suffering from pain... no matter physically or mentally... oMgosh.... can someone just help me to recover from all this thing? i think only time can help me ba... but still... there's someone can help me... but... issit possible? all the thing was just so sudden... everything just happened like that without any expectation... y should all this bloody hell thing come to me? y? can someone tell me y? y issit so unfair to me? but anywhere... this is life.... this is all about life....

~ being tag by Jason... first time... ><~

2008-06-09T01:33:00.004+08:00

1. What is the most important thing in your life?
money, family, friends & someone (secret... hehe), my future & of course my doggies leh!!!

2. What is the last thing you bought with your own money?
wah... cant remember leh... food can ah??

3.Where do you wish to get married?
erm... anywhere? as long as its legal? hehe....

4. How old do you think you'll be permanently owned by your lover?
how old? u can plan how long u wan de meh? is that something call forever?

5. Are you in love?
erm... secret?

6. Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
hong lim restaurant in ss15....

7. Name the latest book you bought?
tuesdays with morrie... (havent touch that book... hehe)

8. What is your full name?
Low Wen Yah

9. Do you prefer mother or father?
both la... duh...

10. Name a person that you really wish to meet in your real life for the first time.
jolin? coz i wanna learn her dance step...

11. Christina or Britney?
both also dowan can?

12. Do you do your own laundry?
erm... nopz... dun even know how to use a washing machine... hehehe....

13. The most exciting place you want to go?
Japan & Taiwan!!! (Shopping!!)

14. Hugs or Kisses?
hugs...

15. Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.
- crazy
- fair
- sissy (hehehe... dun find me ya)
- loyal to his gf
- wanna ppl to sayang and manja him a lot (especially from his gf)

16. 8 things I'm passionate about
- family
- money
- love
- studies
- dancing
- singing
- reading gu lin's novel
- shopping

17.8 things I say too often
- oh my god!!!
- walau!!!
- like this meh??
- wan meh??
- tata
- dun la...
- aiyerr...
- aiyoh....

18.8 books I've read recently
- marketing textbook
- 2 chinese novel
- no more d....

19.8 songs I could listen to over and over again
~ cry - rihanna~
~ unfaithful - rihanna~
~ zhu wo sheng ri kuai le - wen lan~
~ shui meng er fei - leo & kelly~
~ xi guan - yang cheng ling~
~ ting shuo ai qing hui lai guo - jolin~
~ yue ya wan - F.I.R~
~ christmas in my heart - sarah connor~

20.8 things I learnt last year
~ everything about spm?? ( 10 Subjects)~

21.8 people you tag
~ Gim Gim~
~ Justin~
~ Lavynnia~
~ Mei Wah~
~......~
~......~
~......~
~......~

~sowee...~

2008-06-09T01:22:00.002+08:00

really sorry to all my friend which keep on complain that i didnt update my blog for quite a long time... ish... was kinda busy for my studies... got test la... assignment la.... this and that la... walau... feel like the time passes damn fast wei...

finally i finished my first assignment... and print it out d... have to hand up tomorrow... anyway... luckily got ppl help me la... if not i sure die... but wat the hell... another have to hand up on this coming wed... ish... plz... give me some time to rest la... i gonna die soon... some more... got test this week leh... walau... die d die d... hahaha....

well well... this will be a short update la... no choice... lack of time d... but plz... stop complaining la... plz plz... hehe... u all should know i do thing very slow de right? like kuma kuma? some more i damn "mo" de lo... so... hehe... plz bear with it la... will come and update when i m free de la... hehe... take care... tata lo!!!

~off to bed~

~first week....~

2008-05-09T23:02:00.004+08:00

hmm... first week of CBF.... not really as fun as wat i expected... due to some reasons... examples like... the smell of the new building and new classroom... make me feel sick only... make my darling vomit some greenie stuff that day la... donno wat is that... haha....

then the lift... make me feel a bit bit dizzy every time i go in... so hot inside... some more... slow... and pack... imagine... ish... then the subject... econs... first time study this subject... kinda tough for me at first... thought that i cannot cope with it... but after the second class... not bad la... but still... need to study hard for this subject coz its new for me.... then the bloody hell computing.... i hate it lo... i hate the subject... coz its not interesting for me... i wonder y i should learn some more... the lecturer was going too fast... first week already gave us a 15 pages of assignment??? excluding all the diagrams and references? omg... so sick of it... thought can enjoy enjoy a bit bit first.... at last... my classmates.... 10 guys and 20 gals in a class.... no new friend yet... (except some new friend from other courses la)... donno... feel kinda hard to talk to them... coz... feel like they like those guai guai and study study de... i think the whole class only me and darling always talk talk talk only lo... ish... hope that can be friend with them... come on... college d... must be friendly la... muahahaha....

today keep on talking crap with my darling... no point... both of us r close friend wat... wat also talk de la... muahahah... non-stop some more.... hehe... geng leh... then we went to sakae sushi for lunch... wah... damn nice lo... sorry ya... my very first time to there... better than sushi king i think... muahaha... i think i m going there again and again... but kinda far.... and... no money d... coz too nice d... then eat until non stop... hahaha... cannot... must diet again d!!! if not... my dear bro will give me all his fats... ish...

then went to library after class for assignment... not bad la... can online inside... but when we walk with our heels... hahaha... everyone staring at us... coz of the sound... -.-lll... dun lah like that... understanding a bit ma... heels leh... of course got sound one wat.. hahahaha.... then went home and sleep...

ish... my timetable... make me everyday wanna sleep also cannot... need to take a nap also got no time for it... make me sleep when i come back from class... all the time weird weird de... like 6 pm? sleep until 9 or 10 something? or some times even 11 something only wake up and do some revision? hahaha.... anyway... gonna change my sleeping habit d... wanna be a normal human la... i think gonna start doing with my assignment d... but still... lazy la... got no mood... sienz.... computing some more.... ish... can dun do ah? can... but no marks la... 10% gone case.... ish.... watever la... tata for now....

p/s: due to someone's complain that he is a new friend of mine.... i have to write at here that i actually got one new friend? which is my class rep?? a.k.a bulu bulu grandpa... ( means hairy hairy grandpa)... not becoz he got a lot of bulu... but coz he like king kong? ... a new nick for him which i created... muahahaha.... happy d now?

~my first day of CBF~

2008-05-05T20:11:00.003+08:00

hmm... today is my first day of my business foundation (CBF)... kinda boring lah today.... make me so sleepy in the class but i dun dare to sleep lah.. sleep kinda in front some more...

anyway... the first class... always introduce ur self right? surprisingly.... there were only 10 guys and 20 gals in my class... lmao.... so cacated wei... first period is basic computing... i dono wat the hell is he talking about seriously... all wat programming or watever la... ish... y lah have to study this? then he let us go early.. coz nothing much to do also... my gosh... the text book is damn thick... not for sales some more... have to go and borrow from library...

when to lisa spagetti for our so called... breakfast? lol... then after the breaktime... go back for class for fundamental of english... wah.... kinda tough wei... and this subject had the highest failure rate... wah wah.... make me damn scare only... but the lecturer... is my fav. lecturer... ms. stephanie... who taught me in EIP also... muahaha...

tomorrow got economics class leh... donno wat issit about coz in secondary school... didnt study be4... hope i can cope with it lah... got english again... ish... scare scare d... according to my lecturer... 95% of this sem... all is about grammar!!! -.-lll aikz... watever lah... i think i will get use to it... didnt make any new friend yet... coz all like shy shy only... lol... dun care la... i m a shy gal mah... muahahhaa.... write until here first leh... nothing to write d... hehe... tata everybody!!!

~new hairstyle... new semester... new lifestyle...~

2008-05-04T22:59:00.003+08:00

well well... i know i m a lazy bub.... until i almost more than one month never touch my blog d... before that was busy... then holiday was very free.... but lazy and donno wat to write...

my EIP programme just finished like that... and well... got the result back... grade B.... was thinking to get A.... but too bad... as one of the lecturer said... in college very hard to get A.... unless u r very hardworking or smart or wat lah... lol... dun care la... its over anyway....

kinda lot of thing happen in this few weeks... sad... happy... crazy... hahaha.... wat also got... u name it... i had it.... had a bbq party in my friend's house after EIP... some sort of gathering? lol... anyway... our dear dear lecturer.... miss jo... joined us also.... of course we enjoyed our self there la... brought a chivas... they finished the whole bottle within 15 min after opening... muahaha.... i miss all my classmate la...

that day... my dad went for hair cut... and my backside itchy also... sit there... and cut also... hahaha... kinda short i think... wanted to cut bob... but my hairstylist say is too common... and if wanna cut... have to cut until very short only can see the shape.... my dad dun allow... and... i dun dare to take the risk also... so she designed this hairstyle for me... make me look kinda mature la... ish... but still.... my hair become soft soft and smooth smooth d... muahahaha...

tired of hearing explaination from u... just leave me alone can anot? i m enough of it!! i m tired to face u also... u r kinda annoying u know? everyday said u wont disturb me anymore... and everyday say this is ur last time to talk to me... wat the hell... y m i receiving call from u everyday then? enough!!! i m totally pissed off d....

phew~~~ sorry guys... kinda angry... dun need to care who the hell is that person.... tomorrow is my new semester.... i gonna start a new life from now onwards... wanna study hard to get result... hahaha... try my best la... all my luck come to me please... i need it for a good starting... muahahaha....

here r some pic of my not long not short hair...

~aikz...~

2008-03-24T20:19:00.002+08:00

aikz... today went to SOLLA office to see my result... wat the hell... total for the first and second test... was kinda bad for me... i become the second pulak... coz of my second test... ish... i wan to be the first lah... ish... 0.8 marks.... then i will be same mark with ribka d.... then will be the first.... only 0.8 marks ahh.... sob sob.... never mind.... i gonna study smart and do well in the final exam... gonna get the A back.... gonna do my work now... ish.... hate those assignments ahhh......

~hmm....~

2008-03-23T18:06:00.012+08:00

hmm... about one week plus didnt update my blog d... just now seeing my SS pic... muahaha... suddenly i found out that i didnt update about my dad's company's thank you dinner...

It was actually on the 29th of feb... in One World Hotel... well well... most of them also donno where is it right? including me.... until that day.. my dad told me... One Utama's hotel lah... -.-lll now only i know... haha... uncle alan lee and another uncle came and fetch us there... car pool mah... hehe... then i ss behind them when we r on the way to the hotel... kinda shy also... take those pic have to make sure they donno some more... ish...

~ugly me~

~me again~

~ me in the car~

~me again~
~me~
~the ballroom~
~ uncle alan lee~
~the first dish~
~me and vivian jie jie~
~me and vivian jie jie again~
~the theme of the night~

~the dessert~

~last but not least, my cutie partner!!!~

when i reach there... i was like... wat the hell.... my dad didnt tell me about the theme.... ya ya... and the theme for the night is Bollywood? everyone start dressing indian's custom.... most of them ok? i feel like i m the odd one... coz i like wearing a kinda formal dress? -.-llll sh*t lah... everyone started to ask my dad.... y dun ask ur girl to wear sari? -.-lll how i know y he didnt tell me? hahaha.... anyway... there was quite a lot of ppl lah.... i forget how many tables d... but.... mayb more than 1000 ppl? i think actually is more than that... so... my lame dad... started to introduce me to his friend as i m his new girlfriend? wat the hell... hahaha.... so lame right? i know i m kinda mature when i make up lah... some more still got someone say i m my dad's young wife? -.-lll ok... i forgive them...

after waiting for an hour outside the ball room.... my dad has to go in earlier as he has to go up to the stage... for wat? clapping hands lah... all the big head boss.... hahah.... have to stand on stage and clap their hand when everyone started to go into the ball room... i have to be alone at outside while my dad is preparing inside... luckily got a young lady... she is damn pretty... my dad say she is indian or mix... i forget... she is so friendly... coz she scare no one take care of me... then she hold my hand tight tight... and talk to me softly... wah... damn nice u know... i like her... but too bad... didnt have the chance to take pic with her...

anyway, i was damn hungry d... so i didnt take much pic of the food... some more everyone like starring me... the toilet is damn damn nice.... i wanna take some pic of the toilet and thinking to ss in the toilet.... but everytime i go in... there was a lot of ppl there.... so i didnt have the chance to take it... then as usual, there are some performance... well well... lucky draw also... everyone like go crazy only...

well well... i cut off my curl next two day... coz my hair its like a bit straight and a bit curl... very messy lah... but at last... cut liao also like didnt cut only... but i colour my hair lah... hope the colour is not lala lah... maybe i gonna cut it next time again... muahahaha....

~the saloon in USJ 9~

~after hair cut and colour my hair~

oh ya... the genting trip... crazy... i dun think i gonna go with our gang to genting anymore... they r crazy... i m force to go for those scary rides.... scold like orang gila... some more.... very dizzy... until i wanna vomit... ahh.... the van uncle... he.... donno wat to say about him... when we started our journey, his air con was so small until everyone feel like we r in the oven... so we go and open the window... guess wat he did? he switch off the air con... and everyone was sweating until we reach genting.... but when we go back... my gosh... the van was so cold... i donno wat he had done to it lah... haha... but anyway... we enjoy our time there.... i didnt have a camera... and of course i m so lazy to take out my phone to take pic... so if i manage to get some pic from my friend... i will post it here i think...

10th of april is our E.I.P day... we gonna perform something... our drama... i just finish it yesterday... no more time to practice i think... but i hope should be ok lah... hmm... time to do my homework.... ish....

~ I'm back~

2008-03-16T21:56:00.003+08:00

sorry that i didnt updated my blog for a long time... about how many weeks? haha... anyway... there's too much of thing happen in this few week i think...

time really passes very fast... hmm... this sem still got about 4 weeks and is going to end... i gonna miss my time wif my all friend... muahaha... coz we always eat and play together.... and of course bullying one of my lecturer loh... sorry ya... haha... but... too bad lah... his class is really very boring and i think he treat us as kinder garden's student? but imagine... he is like those kind of teacher in secondary school... donno how to teach... yet his question for the exam is so damn tough... but i still manage to do it lah of course... hahaha... but his paper... very hard to get full mark... he wan the answer like from the whole passage? u like cant even change the word... or make the sentences short... my gosh... some more some more... if the question is like 1 mark... he usually only give u 3/4... erm... weird right? -.-lll speechless... he's like picking the bone inside the egg??

anyway... haha... we r going to genting for our E.I.P's trip on this coming tuesday... i think its gonna be fun... coz got 58 of us i think... hahaha... so i think we gonna mix around and make sure the genting will full of us... muahaha....

i just got my result... its sucks man... i hate it... i didnt get wat i had expected.... never mind... its over anyway... so i not going to stress my self coz of that d... i gonna move forward and study hard in my college... ( erm... but also must play hard lah)... hahaha.... wat to do... this is me... muahaha....

last thurday... went to redbox wif my classmate.... someone go and sing behind the door and kena bang... damn funny... some more... he like to shout when singing lah... my ears like... damn pain wei.... my gosh... from the begging until the end... first song until the last one... he know or he donno.... he also holding the mic and sing... -.-lll everyone bully me some more... sing until half way... cut all my song... wat the hell... dun think that i gonna go there wif them anymore... if not... my ears will spoil...

anyway... really appreciate that having such a big gang of friend... its like 8 of us... hahaha.... gila gang... always laugh... donno y... some more... the gang which is the most bising one.... hahaha.... although got only 2 gals inside... one is me and one is ribka... but i think most siao de is both of us d lah... coz we like talk and laugh until very loud... like nobody's business... who cares wei?? haha... gonna enjoy my life wif them... omg... i haven finish prepare my script again!!!! oh gosh....

time...

2008-02-28T00:25:00.003+08:00

time really passes very fast when u are busy doing ur thing... but sometimes when u r boring... time really passes very slow...

i had been in the english course for almost 9 weeks d... this is a 3 months course which is about 15 weeks ( incuded the exam week)... without realizing that we still left about 5 to 6 weeks to be in the same class and having fun with each other...

today our lecturer told us that we r going for a trip in the 12th week... she decided to bring the whole E.I.P group to Sunway Lagoon... but my friends kinda dun like it... they prefer genting... but i dun like genting... haha... thats nothing in genting lah... lagoon better... can go water park... but i think my lecturer will bring us to lagoon... it is more easy for her to take care of us i think... this is wat she say lah... and of course i had convinced them to try out in lagoon... and i sure that they will addicted to it later on...

on the 14th week... which is the last week for us to study in E.I.P... we gonna perform something for some event i think... according to my lecturer... she said that is like a party and we gonna perform... haha... today we discussed this in our class... i think its gonna be a lot of fun during practicing or wat-so-ever... coz i think our drama is gonna be very funny... hahaha... not going to tell about the drama here... coz its not actually 100% done yet...

time really passes very fast for this 2 months... february is going to finish soon... i wanna the time to pass really fast so that i manage to see him... but... all the friends in E.I.P will gonna go to the different classes later on... we gonna separate i think... but i hope that we still can hang out like how we usually do... eat together... talk together... having fun with each other... i really appreciate my time wif my friends and lecturers in the class... didnt regret that i go for this english course... it is a very enjoyable programme for me... and i get to learn kinda lots of thing which are totally different from the secondary school...

still got about 9 to 10 months to see him again... its such a long time for me... ish... but wat to do? some more one leg of mine is stepping into degree d... i kinda scare about it coz i scare i cannot cope with it... kinda scary... but i wanna get good results... so... gonna work hard man... hope everything will be just fine...

~Happy yeepee!!~

2008-02-25T11:20:00.004+08:00

happy yeepee!~~ today woke up at 6 am... eyes cant open... feel like my eyes are burning... but still have to wake up... daddy woke me up for 2 times.... yesterday cant have a good sleep... too nervous i think... i donno wat time only i fall asleep... but i know i was lying on the bed for quite a long time... keep on thinking about the test... so scary...

get in to the car... ahh.... today uncle have to fetch 5 students wif a mini little kancil... at the back squeezing 4 gals... 2 malays, me and michelle... gosh... when i get down the car... i cant walk wei... my butt was hurt... my leg got no reaction... but after a while.. i m ok... as usual... practice one round before the test start... everything was going very smoothly...

it was my turn d... i was so scare and nervous... shivering all the time when i got into the car... i saw some of them in front of me failed their slope... i was getting more and more nervous... then my turn... first time didnt reach the line... another chance... phew.... pass d... then go for parking... this time not going to fail it again... and i did it... then i pass the bloody test d...

i m getting my license this friday i think... haha... so damn happy wei... uncle also happy for me... finally i did it... hahaha... gonna get something into my MYVI to deco it... muahaha... pillow!!! i need pillow in it this is for sure... donno y... just love hugging pillow in the car... muahaha... someone knew it... and always prepared one in his car... =P so gonna train my self so that i can used to the car... and the trainer is my daddy of course... muahaha... hope he wont get heart attack when i m driving lah... coz uncle say sometime is kinda scary... hahaha... but who cares? i gonna drive to college!!! woohoo~~~myvi here i come!!!

my time to sleep now... muahaha... get up 6 in the morning... siao... my gosh... i m going to become panda... hope no one will sell me to china lah... hehe... stop crapping now... weee~~~ gonna go on my bed now... i love it!!!

hmm...

2008-02-24T23:36:00.003+08:00

hmm... yesterday daddy's friend went back about 1 am i think... all of us were so tired... went to clean up my self and changed and did everything... and slept at 2am... too tired d... from the morning 9 am till 2am... gosh... hate to wake up so early... for someone 9am might be not early for u... but it is early for me ok?? all my friend know i very good in sleeping... muahahha... but no choice... thats me... i love sleeping...

woke up at 12pm today... uncle came and picked me up about 12.25pm... i set my alarm as 11.30am... but i just couldnt wake up... really tired wei... luckily i still manage to finish prepare everything be4 uncle came... then we went to somewhere... which i donno the place although i drove there... haha... uncle showed me the way of course... long time didnt drive d... today drove like... wah... a bit cant used to it... then after that... warm up a bit... muahaha... then went to the place to practice... gosh... the place was so teruk... i mean... horrible... the road... didnt went to cheras becoz uncle say dun need... haha... it was just too far lah... i always drive until my backside got pain u know?? donno y also...

after the practice... came back home and have my lunch... then chat in msn... about 5 something... went to have a nap again... ya.. i know i really love sleeping very much... even i can just sleep in the car once i get in to the car... this is wat my bro complain to my dad... haha... i think they like to observe wat m i doing in the car... always say... SLEEP AGAIN??!!?? haha... thats me...

after my dinner and finish watching tv... come online and chat... ish... hate my connection lah... donno wats wrong... cant even have a video call for 5 min?? oh gosh... then someone was sick wif my connection... ish... u think i like de meh?? not my fault also wat... i also donno wats wrong... haiz... didnt get to talk to him properly... never mind lah... talk to much for this whole week d... kinda lack of topic... u know lah... always also i talk talk talk... he listen and give comment only... haha... wat to do... i m just too talkactive...

and now... cant get to have a video call... and since he has work to do... so stop it loh... then i also have to prepare my presentation d.... tomorrow gonna retake my driving test... hope it will be fine for me... i need to pass.... cant wait to drive here and there lah... ish... gambateh for my self!!!

~Long Journey~

2008-02-23T11:50:00.006+08:00

i know its kinda long that i didnt update my blog... about 3 weeks mayb... sorry for that... and now... finally i m back to write something about this 3 weeks...

on the 3rd of feb... which is my birthday... went to pyramid to celebrate wif my friends... erm erm... feel like so sorry to my friend coz i invited all different group of friends.... it was so messy and hard for them to have fun actually... but some of them finally become friend and talk to each other?? had our lunch in T.G.I Fridays... then went for a movie... my gosh... that is the lamest movie in this world... Meet The Spartans... my god... wasted my money and my time... hmm... coz i like kinda pay for some of them... useless movie... ish... anyway... i really enjoy that day... but i think some of them kinda boring lah... sorry loh... its my fault ah... oh ya... present time... haha... thanks for all the present... really love them very much... appreciated them also.... sorry that was no pic becoz i took it wif my old phone and now i m using the new phone... deleted all d... sorry ya... anyway... thanks to my lou poh... rebecca lee for the bracelet... thanks to jing jing for the cookies... it was so yummy and i finished all... thanks to pineapple for the doggie... thanks to justin for the pencil case... it was so cute... thanks for xiao long for the bottle thingy from china ( and my dad took it coz he like it)... and so on... that was a really nice day for me...

on the 5th of feb... we went back to segamat... my bro so called as ' house of boring'... yaya... it is our hometown... and we need to go back every year... it is a kampung... so it kinda boring for us... i was so unlucky... i broke my spec during the new year eve... my god... i step on it... and it broke into 3 parts... -.-lll swt right? yaya... that was my careless mistake... didnt put in properly... so until the second day of new year... all of us went crazy... crazy of playing mahjong... until midnight some more... ish... luckily i didnt play... coz not really pro lah... later all my money gone case how?? so the third day of new year... we went to my grandma's house ( mummy's side) in johor jaya... went for dinner at outside as usual... then at night we decided to go for a movie... wif my cousin... CJ 7... muahahha.... love the cutie so much... omg... it is so damn cute wei... can anyone tell me where got sell the soft toy? then come back on the saturday... coz scare got jam... luckily there was no jam when we r on the way back... ( dun really know that was a jam anot... coz sleeping whole day in the car)... haha...

so class started on the 11th... which is on monday... my gosh... there was so few of ppl in the class... everyone was taking the extra leaves to go home... so boring lah the whole week... then had some misunderstanding wif someone... then the second day got high fever... ish... went to do the passport on the 15th with my bro... then went to redbox wif mummy and my bro... haha... have a lot of fun there... until dowan to go home... well well... addicted to singing in redbox d... very nice lah... guess wat?? i having sore throat that day... coz be4 that sick d... then guess wat? when i sing those high pitch's song... my gosh... my mummy and bro keep on laughing wei... muahaha.... and i keep on act as the " Yang Zhong Wei" in the xin guang da dao... his face... reaction when he was singing was so.... haha... no comment... no offence wei... haha... and i didnt go for class... hehe... didnt go to class for 2 days on that week... not that i lazy lah... one day i was sick and another day i went to do my passport mah... so not my fault... haha...

on the 14th... valentine's day... but it was just a normal day for me... no lolipop... no candy... no roses... kinda miss the time in secondary school lah... at least got some candy or lolipop or chocolate from friends... here... nothing at all... didnt have that kind of smell of valentine's day... sniff sniff... really dun have u know... so boring... valentine's day can celebrate wif friend also mah... but here like all for couple only... erm... y sounds like i m a single?? no no... hahhaa... i m not... but didnt celebrate this year... doesnt mean next year dun have right?? hehe...

on the 16th... i was damn happy... u know y?? coz i finally get my new phone... i was been waiting for this phone to lauch about donno how many months d... finally... that day be4 we go to redbox... went to see the real phone... my gosh... i m in love wif that phone... the next day... i go and get it... muahahha.... cant wait to get the new phone mah... mum still say need to wait until spm result come out first... gosh... no way man... so i go and get it... that is sony ericsson w960!!! muahahha... love it so so so much... then went to amcorp mall to fix my mum's phone... there was some stall in front of the entrance.... one of them r selling rabbit!!!! my gosh!!! it is so cute... didnt get the chance to take some pic lah... too many ppl there... the ears is dropping de u know?? so cute lah... wanna to get one de... but... since my house got 5 doggies d... and my bro say that he dowan our house to become pet shop next time... so give up then... some more just get my new phone... wif my own money k? hahaha....

~w960!!~

~w960 in the box~

on the 17th.... have steamboat in my house.... daddy's friend came on the afternoon... then my friend came at evening... some more we celebrate xiao long's birthday... we gave him a suprises... which is a birthday cake... muahahha... he told me he was going to cry after that... coz is too touch... guess wat? they finished up one bottle of green label in my house... and after that... they went to station 1 and started to drink again... -.-lll speechless...

~group pic~
top left: Alex, Nicholas, Leong, Shern Hoong & Xiao Long
bottom left: Ribka, m3 and Grace

on the 18th... kinda normal for us... as usual... having class... and some of them were late for class... coz drank too much i think... hahah.... then went home after the class ended... which is 12 in the afternoon.... went home and have my sweet nap as usual... about 3 or 4 something... shern hoong sms me in chinese... gosh... they keep on forget that my new phone cant read chinese... nvm nvm... used to it then can d... ya back to the story... he told me there was a bomb in our inti college... bomb?? ya... is bomb... dun ask me wat bomb is it... i donno also... at first i thought he was just joking... make me cant sleep only... but after i wake up... my bro told me that was a real thing... all the police or fire fighter was surrounded the campus... this and that... donno much about it... coz i was sleeping... argghh.... dun like ppl to disturb me when i m sleeping lah... ish...

the next day... we ask our lecturer about the bomb thinggy... guess wat? she laughed... -.-lll and say it was just a prank call... mayb some student didnt study and dowan to have the exam... so just simply call the lecturer and say there was a bomb in the new building? wat the hell... u didnt study then dowan to have exam... then dun study lah... i mean.... dun go for exam then... wat the hell u wanna to do this kind of thing lah?? u dowan to have exam... doesnt mean that other ppl dowan right? u didnt prepare... doesnt mean that other ppl didnt prepared mah.. some more... u make everyone so scare lah... ish....

the other day was all normal... but i heard my friend told me that on wed there was a bomb scare in Taylors Business School also... donno lah... weird lah... it was a prank call also... but i donno real or not lah... oh ya... got my new spec d... from the uncle's shop... its Gucci!!! muahaha... love it so much....

today wake up kinda early... 9 something... to go and get the new passport... but didnt open... omg... wasted my time... then went to market wif daddy.... ish... me and my bro kinda long time never go in to pasar d lah... later daddy's friend coming to have dinner again... muahaha... next monday going to retake my driving test again... yes... i failed it... but i not going to make such a careless mistake d... i going to get my bloody license d... muahahaha.... oh ya... my usb cable for my phone... gone case d... i just get it for about 4 days... then gone case... coz of my cutie vivi... he bite it off... but i got the new one d... damn hurt u know... sob sob.... cable just gone case like this... heard that spm result is coming out soon... omg... so scary lah... but still need to face the fact... so hope everything will be fine for me.... i wasnt satisfied wif my first test in inti... kinda disappointed... although i m the highest in the class... ribka also... but going to prepare it nicely next time... no play play anymore... gambateh to my self!!!!

~ Just A Normal Day For Me~

2008-02-01T23:08:00.000+08:00

hmm... cant think of wanna write about wat... this tues i went for my driving test... i failed... coz i did a stupid careless mistake and this make me have to retake... haiz... anyway... human also will do something wrong right? so next time keep it up then can d lah... this is wat uncle told me... thanks coz of him... if not that day i will cry...

wednesday was a normal school day for us... so nothing much happen to me... thursday... gosh... test... 2 hour test... some of the question r from the exercise that she gave us... and... i didnt study it... well well... i still remember some... anyway... y suddenly got essay?? ish... i thought she told us only need to write one paragraph?? ish... anyway... i still able to write a long grandma's story lah... so the test is quite ok for me... phew... luckily... so i was hoping for a high mark... but donno yet... scare scare...

today is a holiday for us... hehe... was watching drama the whole day... chatting wif mummy about my dress and shoes... discussing whether wanna bring which one go back hometown... then just now chat wif my hubby for a while... nothing much... oh ya... i get my angpao from daddy and mummy... muahahhaa... damn evil lah me... keep on complaining that is not enough... anyway... thanks dad and mum... blehx... bro went to penang wif his friend for holiday... ish... no one talk to me... boring day lah... nvm... i just continue wif my drama lah... next tues going to go back to hometown... until sat... so might update my blog late... but i will try my best to update a.s.a.p lah... coz of my birthday... coming soon... woohooo!!! damn happy... going to become 18 wei... ngek ngek ngek... going to celebrate wif my friends... try to take more pic on that day lah... wee~~~

~ Back!!~

2008-01-26T23:23:00.000+08:00

hmm... alright i know is kinda long that i didnt upload my blog d... so now i going to post something that happen about this one week...

first, i think i had write it in the previous blog that we having breakfast with our lecturer... ya... we went to that shop which located in ss15... the name is PEPPERCORN... the food is not bad actually... and the price is reasonable... we had a nice time at there... enjoy the meal... chit chatting wif the friends and lecturer... and of course the lady boss there.... she is so friendly... i like the environment... i know some ppl will complain that is quite dark... but for me... i think it is romantic... hehe.... so here is some pic when we were there... sorry that i didnt take the pic of the food... becoz i forget about it d... hehehe... too hungry and cant wait to eat my meal....

~my tea, after drinking it~

~huang li's tea, didnt put sugar and complain not nice.. ish~

~can see me?~

~where m i?~

oh well... when i went back home.... i got a bad stomachache.... it make me suffer... coz me vomit also... well well... finally.... i get my biggest enemy in this world... that is FEVER.... once i get fever... i will vomit non-stop... well well... luckily is just a bit of fever.... and i didnt go to college on tuesday... doc said i ate something that doesnt agree with my stomach.... so... mayb is the food in pasar malam that i went on Sunday...

then the next day... go for driving lesson again.... ish... kena scold kao kao... coz having fever and under the sun some more.... feel so dizzy and my stomach is not feeling well... keep on do the wrong thing... uncle keep shouting... ish... nvm nvm... after that i told him that i was not well... so he quickly fetch me home... swt.... one day over just like that...

well... thursday is the normal day for me... nothing much happen... get a new dress again... and friday... finally i get my album done... hehe... so happy... i will post some pic here... but make sure dun laugh about it... i will be shy... but i think this time the album that i take is quite nice lah... but donno lah... mayb some ppl think is not nice... hehe... so i put some here loh... share share mah hor... sharing is caring... hehe...

~purple~

~me~

~ ss de me~

~ss queen, lol..~

~me and mum~

~me and my mummy~

~me~

~i like this pic~

~my lou po and me~

~me~

~nice?? XP~

today went to the last driving lesson.... well well... is much more better than wed.... hehe... and i cant do the parking very well... just the bukit... donno wats wrong wif me... too gan cheong... haiz... bukit is my strength leh.... but i making worst... i wan the feeling when i first time did it... i did it 8.5 marks out of 10 ( i give my self de mark)... but now... i was like 7 or mayb 6 only... hopefully i can pass my car test leh... tak sabar-sabar wan the licence d... addicted to driving d...

next week is a tough week for me... having lot of test in college and the car test... haven study the notes yet... but dun feel like wanna do the test lah... just get over spm not long ago... so fast test again... but wat to do... hope everything will be alright....

oh ya... we drew something on my table in class... coz the lecturer is too boring...

finally, but...

2008-01-19T23:57:00.000+08:00

finally i had finish my assignment... i mean... ALL!!! today is a tired day for me... facing the stupid com for whole day... now having headache... luckily i got such a good daddy to help me out... and of course my dear... i should be happy... but end up.. again... this time not argue... just he said something which is consider hurt for me... but mayb he just trying to tell me the fact... but i just cant accept it... i said sorry to him... but he said... nvm... use to it then can d... thats kinda hurt for me...i cried again just now... but i told my self must be strong enough... its time for me to change my self... change until he got no comment to me... but it is hard to do so... anyway... i think i should try my best? on everything? ya... tomorrow having driving lesson again... need to practice more... especially my parking... then my test... wanna get good result... but everyday like playing around only... scare d... hope that on the 29th that i dun have any test so i can go for my driving test leh... if not... i also donno wanna go for which test... dad ask me go for driving test if there is a test in college... but... but... just wanna both also take? impossible... so really hope there is no test on the 29th....

~ Help Me!!~

2008-01-19T16:01:00.000+08:00

haiz... assignment... make my head big only lah... how how how? i'm stuck now... long time didnt write an essay d... all return to my teacher d... alone at home now... wasting time here and there... wasted about 2 hours... only write out one sentence... wat the hell... wat's wrong wif me??? i need my dad and bro's help... but no one at home.... can someone just help me? lack of time d... but... i still cant write anything out... oh gosh!!! i hate that... i wanna get high marks for this lah... a bit greedy i know... but i just think that i can make it well... but end up... oh gosh!!! give me back all my writing skill wei... i need it now... boring.... haiz... feel like dowan to do it... but no choice... too bad for me.... regretted didnt start it early... y cant my mind just pop out something that i wanna write? where is all my mind thinking about? haiz... wat a life... feel like wanna bite someone now... help me!!!

~New life, College life~

2008-01-18T19:11:00.000+08:00

Already almost 2 weeks i didnt update my blog... so sorry for that... college life is really a busy life for me... but i enjoy it very much... the lecturer are all very good to us...

Sometimes when u r busy of something, the time really passes very fast... i didnt even notice that i had studying in inti for 3 weeks d... and the 5th week we r having test... this weekend we cant enjoy anymore... coz we got 4 assignment need to hand up... 3 on monday and 1 on tuesday... thats bad for me... i hate doing assignment... but no choice... wat to do? but i really learn a lot in this class... and i love my classmate... they are very friendly and nice... and of course cute!!!

However, we r actually quite notty in our class... we just bully one of the lecturer... he is a nice guy... but his class is very boring... in his class... about 50% of student will fall asleep... today we bully him again... when he came in to our class... and said he just wanna to finish the exercise then we can go d... but after finishing the exercise.... he wanna give us homework!!! oh crap... 3 assignment d... plus his 4... anyway... when he was writing on the board... most of us didnt copy wat he write... and after he finish writing... we all just go off like that... haha... wat a bad student we r.... but there is a lecturer damn nice to us... actually more than one lah... but now talking about her mah... she wanna bring us for breakfast on monday... during her class... hehe... she wan us to learn and eat also... wat to do... she told us that speaking is actually a very flexible class... and next time we will go here and there.... BUT we need to speak english to each other lah... hehe... in her class... actually she didnt allow us to speak mandarin... but... most of us... was speaking mandarin all the time... and when she starred at us... we just opps.... then change back to english...and she will laugh... such a good lecturer huh? i will try to get the chance to get some pic on monday and post it here... one of my classmate is very notty... he like to talk a lot... hehe... no offense... guess wat? he was sleeping in the class during the lecturer was teaching... all of us call him to wake up... but no use... until suddenly his phone rang... from his gf i think... then he only wake up... and the lecturer say good morning to him... hehe... and of course... i get the chance to bully him back... coz i take some pic when he was sleeping... and i sent to everyone... hehe... no choice... coz he like to bully and even wanna make me cry... too bad...i'm strong enough... i didnt cry!!! lol...

gosh... everyone was laughing like donno wat....

~got saliva dropping down? lol~

I'm going to be very busy on the next few week i think... test is coming... driving test is coming... birthday is coming... Chinese New Year is coming... then Valentine day.... but... he is not wif me... hehe... nvm nvm... i hope that this year is a good year for me... i need luck to do the first 2 thing... very very good luck... and of course have to be hardworking as well... hmm.... but i hope 2009 is a better year for me... coz i wan him just beside me... hehe... anyway... new life is not bad.... but i prefer new life that got him inside...

~Happy Anniversary~

2008-01-07T21:53:00.000+08:00

The first thing i wanna say is... today is a kinda big day for me... becoz it is our anniversary!!! 6 months d... wow... time passes really fast when u r busy huh? anyway... happy anniversary dear... i love u!!!

Oh well... in my class now... no more japanese... coz she had changed her class... so too bad... today another gal come from indonesia join us... so total now our class have 8 students including me... well... i'm the class rep. now... hehe... kinda proud? lol... syok sendiri got lah... anyway... i didnt regret that i joined this class... it is kinda fun... u can know everyone from other country... they r quite friendly... all of us r friend d.... not bad....

I went to summit to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks wif my parents yday... it is so cute... i'm going to present this movie on my class... lolx... it really damn cute lah... even my parents also say they r cute... but anyway... my friend say i look like theodore... coz i m short and round too?? wat the... lol... anyway... he is dave... u know y? coz his name is jason lee... which is the name of dave in real life i think? lol...

Last friday... i finally learn how to drive.... uncle say im not bad in my driving... imagine that u first time drive a car... and u drive ur self home... this is wat i did on that friday... i drove my self home from USJ 11 to USJ 2? lolx... geng? kinda proud for my self lah...

Have to go for bed soon... coz tomorrow morning got class... anyway... happy anniversary bao bei!!! i love u so much!!!

~ First Day In College~

2008-01-02T19:37:00.000+08:00

This morning... i wake up at 6.45am... then prepare my self to go for college... yday i slept at 12 something... but about 2 something i was awake... until 4 or 5 something only sleep back... too excited i think... lolx... anyway... i get to wake up... then have breakfast wif my dad...

Daddy fetch me to college... so i just walk in? i saw there is actually quite many of student... but i donno them... but i think i saw a friend... dun really know her... ex school-mate... i jus said hi to her... i donno where is my class... so i decided to call jean... so i just follow wat she said... but i still cant find my classroom... lol... so she ask me to sit down in the canteen... and wait for her to come... finally i know where is my classroom d... phew~

So the lecturer, Ms.V.G asked us to intro ourself... there is only 6 of us... coz they said there still have some student that haven enrol... so i get to know the other 5 of them... 1 is from japan... her name is makiko... 1 from iraq... his name is reza... 1 from indonesia... his name is karianto... and 3 malaysian!!! lol... actually college life is not bad for me... kinda interesting for me... all of them r just so friendly... we even went to buy books together... hehe.... anyway... i m the youngest in the class... lol...

Finally... i'm a college gal d... so fast ya.. old d loh... time really pass very fast... but i hope for this year... it will be faster... so i can see him....

~A Brand New 2008~

2008-01-01T01:25:00.000+08:00

First... i would like to wish everyone happy new year... a brand new 2008 is here... all the bad thing that happen in year 2007 is over... so we have to just move on... welcome the year 2008!!

This morning i went to inti college... to have the E.I.P Programme's test to see which level m i going to... luckily i get to go to the highest level... and i just need to study the E.I.P Programme for 4 months... everyone was asking me y i wanna go for E.I.P Programme since my english is consider ok... but my dad just wan me to improve my english... so i just join the programme... for my own good also... thanks daddy... my brother thinks that i will learn how to speak more fluent... actually i'm waiting that day to come... because actually i had been suffering by this weakness for a long time... i couldn't speak english fluently to my friend... haiz... so i hope it really helps...

I'm excited to go to college... but donno y i really scare... i scare i will be alone... i just dun like the feel... my dad asked the jie jie how many students had sign up for the course... and she say for my level... there is only a few... coz it is the highest level... normally ppl go to the lower level first... haiz... donno lah... i wanna make new friends... but i dun dare... donno how... the course is starting on the 2nd of jan... it is actually quite rush for me... some more it is a full time course... means monday to friday i have to go for class... i got my timetable d... omg... everyday class starts at 8am... gosh... i have to sleep early everyday... cant chat wif my dear until late late... die d loh... no more playing games or watching drama during midnight d... haiz... have to change my lifestyle d... coz actually it is not a healthy way...

Finally today i can chat wif my dear... for mayb about 4 hours? for me actually it is quite short... i wanna spend more time wif him... but he have to rush his assignment... so have to let him go... we actually count down in msn? lol... sounds lame? but it is sweet for me... he asked me... today new year d... wat wishes do u have... lol... the answer is... i wan u to come back as fast as possible!! but... it is actually impossible... coz of some reason... the ticket is so expensive... about 200 pounds for the cheapest one? haiz... i thought that he can come back to celebrate my birthday wif me... but unfortunately... he got no holidays d... haiz... nvm nvm... there is so many birthday of mine to celebrate together...

This year i really plan to study hard for my E.I.P Programme... and of course my foundation... really hope i can catch up and try to get good result.. no playing in college life? i think... maybe... i just wan to get a good result for my studies....

~Happy Day~

2007-12-30T22:43:00.000+08:00

I got 2 hand phones now... lolx... but is the old phone... sony ericsson k750... my bro's phone... my dad bring back the new phone... nokia 6500 classic... i dun like it... so my brother using it now... and i just get his old phone... rather than nothing right? anyway... the phone's condition is not bad... look like the new one actually... wat to do?? my brother take good care of it... ( of course lah... my brother very sayang all his thing one)... but donno y lah... that nokia phone is suitable for my bro... is damn yeng when he use.... lol... sounds like i love my brother... lol...

Anyway... today we went to Pavilion... finally... i was asking my dad to bring us there since two weeks ago... and now... finally... i went there... lolx... there is nothing much for me... coz all the thing there are like damn expensive... and not suitable for me... so i just get my self a black shirt from reebok... it is a simple shirt actually... but donno y i just like it so much... and it is quite cheap also... about RM39.90... lolx...

~This is my new shirt!!~

~The small pocket of my new shirt!!~

My brother finally get to buy his new shirt for the Chinese New Year... most of them are from Topshop (Topman)... lol... quite nice lah... donno y he wear all the shirt until so nice de... make me jealous only... like all the shirt damn suit him only... sh*t... lolx... anyway... he is cute lah... lol... i love one shirt... lolx... but it is for my brother... i choose de... pink colour... lolx... he is fair... thats y when he wear pink... he actually look damn cute... some more baby face...

~The Pink Shirt With Monkey!!!~

~The Monkey~

We went to Lowyat after shopping to get my brother's new pc... lolx... guess wat... he get a new pc... just for 5 days... but the first day come back already cant use... he went there for about 3 or 4 days... just to fix that stupid pc... lolx... and my dad was so angry about the pc... and he keep complaining... my god... that guy damn scare... some more my dad ask his name... and write it down... he was like dowan to let my dad know his name... funny lah... and my brother named my dad as "K.O.C"... lol... anyway... i saw a laptop in the magazine... damn nice... the brand is ASUS and the model is U3S... damn nice... i like the white one... i wanna get one... but i think it is expensive...

We went to PJ to have our dinner... no choice... all Subang's food are boring for us d... have to eat something new... so my dad bring us... erm... i mean... my brother drive but my dad giving instruction... lolx... name of the shop is Loong Foong... i donno whether u guys went there be4... but the food there is nice... we ordered a "Nan Gua Zhong" (Pumpkin Pot)?? lol... donno... and all seafood inside... damn nice... got scallop... got sea cucumber.... some more we ordered the fish... not bad also... a vege and a "tian ji" (frog??) lol... donno... there r some pic of the food... but actually i took all this picture after we start eating... coz i forget i should post some pic to my blog.. eat till half way... quickly take out the phone and snap some pic...

~The Pumpkin Pot~

yummy??

yeah!! yummy!!!

~Fishy Fish~

yummy fishy!!

Chang chang!!! Let me introduce to u... "K.O.C" is here!!! ( my lovely daddy!!)

~After eating... fishy bone...~

~After eating... Pumpkin Pot~

~The Shop~

Anyway, i'm going to inti college tomorrow... alone!!! omg... damn scary... hope nothing will happen... lol...

~My Lou Po~

2007-12-29T23:32:00.000+08:00

hmm... my lou po just gave me my christmas present... guess wat she gave me? two panties!!! my god... make me so shy... lol... anyway... i love it so much... one is like candy... feel like eating it... and another one is transparent... so sexy... wah... later i nose bleeding how ah?? lou po... remember prepare more tissue for me... in case i need it...

haiz... my lou po now keep on working... got no time for me... i'm so lonely... she so busy... some more now sick d... haven recover... must take good care of ur self ya... lolx... say until like i'm a lesbian.... nvm nvm... i got hubby and i got lou po... wat to do? too greedy d... hehe... cant stop loving them...

But sad thing is... i going to college alone... i really hope that i can go wif my lou po... so that i won't be so scare... nvm nvm... she coming to join me in may for the foundation course... erm... anyone wanna know her? lol... actually u can just go to Subang Parade... a bra shop name " Bed of Roses"... is actually beside "Tomei"... lol... when u go in... find the one which is the most leng lui one... then is her d... the product there not bad... comfortable some more... so just go there and have a look... u can bring ur mummy, sister,gf, wife, grandma? lol... no problem... just go there...

I hope the time can pass faster... so i can study together wif her... u know... she can teach me... she is quite fierce actually ( especially when she is teaching me) but it is quite useful... lol... hmm... so i hope she can faster recover loh... muackz... love u...

haiz....

2007-12-29T20:44:00.000+08:00

wat happen to me?? i also donno... wat happen to him??? i lagi donno... damn it... he misunderstand me... and end up... i kena scold by him in the mail... i didnt do anything wrong also... just sometime i dun like the thing he told me... i already said nothing... y cant him just stop it?? some more blaming me that i didnt reply him... and say i'm blaming him for not replying... wth... he told me he had reply me... so i told him i didnt get the reply... HE MISUNDERSTAND ME.... stupid... feel like crying only... i thought today is a good day for me... but end up.. IT'S A BAD DAY... i hate it... later going to chat wif him again... i dowan to argue wif him... so should i avoid him? wat should i do? i donno....

~Normal Day Again~

2007-12-29T19:33:00.000+08:00

Today wake up quite early... about 10.30am... coz last nite i slept quite early... and i took the stupid medicine which make me so sleepy and have to say bye to my dear.... miss him so much...

Dad bring me to inti college after having lunch... but too bad... i cant take the english test today... coz close d... swt swt... so dad decided to bring me there on monday... so i can know which level should i join.... omg... u know wat... the class going to start on 3rd of jan... die loh... i haven get my self ready yet... i mean... i scare the new environment... i'm alone... i hate that... so anyone going to inti college?? can let me know... plz....

After that we went to summit again... shopping time... everytime also shopping... my dad already surrender to both of us... hahaha.... but sad thing lah... the bag i like all sold d.... left the black colour only... no more d... but i like the white one!!! but nvm... it is not branded... but cost RM129... lolx... so my dad promised that he will get me a GUESS bag... which i saw last sat in Mid Valley... RM 389... lolx... too bad lah... he promised d... so i have to help him to waste his money... oh ya... finally i cut my fringe d... look like small kid... swt... actually i plan to let it grow long... so can have a mature look.... but too bad... i cant stand the stupid hair keep on poking my eyes... so finally i cut it...

I become fat d... sh*t.... i wanna diet d... planning to become slimmer a bit be4 i going to college... but seems like got no more time... y lah like that.... late a bit only have the intake mah... not fair... sob sob.... ok... i have to change the time wif the driving uncle d... no eyes to see... haiz... i wanna get my stupid licence as fast as possible lah... so i can run here and there.... jump up and down... wif my car? who ask my self to drag?? haiz... if not already can drive long time d... haiz... stupid lah...( scolding my self)... lolx...

I'm damn excited to go for college.... but i'm scare also... i dowan be alone... so anyone going to inti college... plz let me know... i wanna join... i dowan be alone!!! Anyway... i addicted to the song "baby love" d... donno y... love it so much... ~~

~A Normal Day For Me~

2007-12-28T23:45:00.000+08:00

Today i woke up at 3 something in the afternoon... ok... i know it is late... but i slept at 6 something in the morning... so no choice... some more i like to become a pig also... wat to do? dun u think sleeping is a nice thing to do? for me yes... i love sleeping... after i wake up... omg... my turn to have runnning nose... i think i had used up a box of tissues? about 200 pulls?? crazy? my whole table are full of tissues.. hehe...

About 6 something... the guy called me... which is from the english centre that i went last sat... he cant even speak proper english wif my dad... and he expect that i will go for the english course? no way man... "i showed to u just now" become "i saw to u just now"...omg... issit funny? some more still asked my dad whether he can understand mandarin anot... coz he wanna explain the course by using mandarin... haha... i know i'm bad... laugh at ppl... even my english not that good... but... not that bad also lah... so my dad decided to throw me to the inti college for the part time course... omg... i'm going to be alone...

About 8 something... finally the driving uncle called me... he told me that my 'L' licence is ready... so he asked me when i wanna learn and i just say anytime... becoz i always free at home and do nothing... finally i can learn how to drive? i drag this driving thingy from begging of the year until the end of the year... and kesian my car... "myvi zai"... waited for me in the house for 1 year... i will love him more to repay him... haha... so excited about it... but also a bit scare... first time mah...

Until just now... i was watching the hong kong drama... my dad and my mum went out... donno where are they going... but my dad called me up and asked me whether i wan to have "chou dou fu" (taofu busuk which is famous in hong kong) as my supper? swt swt... actually he was trying to ask whether i wan "shao dou fu" (taofu bakar) as my supper lah... i heard my mum was laughing very loud beside my dad...

Anyway... my dear came online d... so i have to chat with him for a while... coz i cant stand my red nose... i hate running nose... make my nose red and pain... sob sob... later i going to eat the stupid medicine and just go for a nice sleep... tomorrow my dad is going to bring me to the inti college to check out the english part time course... oh gosh... i hope my running nose will be cure tomorrow... i cant stand it anymore!!! i wan tissue!!! more plz!!!

~mixed feeling~

2007-12-28T20:25:00.000+08:00

I don't know wat happen to me... wat happen to my self? i really donno... i should be happy coz finally i hav my own blog... and i should have tell him that i learn something new today... but something just happen like that... he told me today he will off about 430pm there... which actually he should replace his colleague until 730pm.. he can come back early and chat wif me... of course i m happy...

Unfortunately, while i was waiting for him... he suddenly called me... he said he reach his room d... but he only notice that his key was left in the working place... so i have to wait him... i waiting for him for about 2 hours and almost 3 hours.. sitting in front of pc and chatting...... finally he came online... but he told me he is going for dinner... i know i know.... i know i shouldn't angry him... because it is not his fault... but we chat about 15 min only... wth... i waited for him about 3 hours and just to chat wif him about 15 min?? i hate it... seriously... but i still didnt angry him... i just smile to him and just ask him go for his dinner... coz he say that he is very hungry... i know he run back becoz of me... but i just dun like it... 3 hours exchange 15 min... fine... its over...

But just now he ask me a question... make me feel very jealous... just because his colleague ask him to rest well... i know... i mean as a friend... u can just ask ur friend to rest well... but is she concern about him? i donno... she is the gal who actually asked him to replace her today... i dun think that is only 2 workers there... i know she is just his colleague... jus that i dun like that feeling... but somehow... i didnt show him that i was jealous about that... i dowan to show him that i dun trust him... i trust him... but just the weird feeling was following me... gal always like to jealous... especially when he is not beside u... so far some more... omg... i miss him like crazy... but wat to do...

11 months more... but still... i will wait for u...

my first blog!!!

2007-12-28T11:05:00.000+08:00

hmm... finally i have my own blog... thanks to lavy and jason... for helping me to make this blog done... is too boring to be at home until i start my college life... sienz... nothing to do at home... so maybe i can just sit down here and start to blog? anyway... i miss my hubby... still got long way to go... but i will wait for u....